Meet Me HalfWay!So Im thinking that why is it girls never make up there own rules for there lives?
Every women I see is reading one magizen or a book or whatever and everyone of them is telling there women they get there hair or nails done that because they read this in so and such they will follow the books rules.
Why is that?
Why do countless women go online, read advice and follow SOMEONE elses rules and guidelines?
Why not make our own?
That way if it doesnt work we can fix it or try something new!
I admit I eat up workout routines, relationship do's and dont's and fashion/ make up tips. But you know the things I found out that worked BEST for me are things that I tried out for myself, Not something I read worked out for some other women.
So why when the circumstances, people involved and the end results are different do we still try someone elses advice, hints or tips?
I believe its because were scared.
We were taught early on in the elementry school days that standing out, being different and having individual thoughts was
Weird
Something that instantly made you the loner that always ate lunch by the trash cans and your only friends were the lunch ladies.
So we either become wallflowers, never voicing our thoughts
OR
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
We as women become sheep
SHEEP!!!!!!!!!!
We follow everyone else, We wear what others wear, we run when others run, eat when others eat, so on and so forth.
Lets take a stand here and now.
Become a puma, the ones that eat the sheep
(Even though Pumas dont eat sheep since there not anywhere near sheep but if they were the sheep would be goners!)
Become the women that worksout, that wears what she wants and most importantly the one that makes up her own rules to live the life she wants to be the lead in
To my fellow Pumas
Good luck
Gods speed
And for the men in there life
Watch out.... Because you may get pounced
Thank you for listening!
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When you see the stick figure, RUN![link]
Harm ye none, live as ye will -- Pagan motto
*pounce*
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Life is much too important a thing to talk seriously about it.
You can not be brave if you have only had good things happen to you.
...I Just had no Intention of living this way.....
Whats up?
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Life is much too important a thing to talk seriously about it.
You can not be brave if you have only had good things happen to you.
...I Just had no Intention of living this way.....
Eh. Same old, sa- wait, no, that's not right. Hahah.
A lot. A lot is up and nothing's up and down and sideways and such and stuff. You know?
I think my heart is healing, but it kind of hurts like hell at times. But things always get worse before they get better and I think things are finally getting better. And gah, that is so hard. Before, I was terrified that I would never love anyone but Him. That I would go on loving him forever, even knowing that I deserved better. And now I'm laying in bed thinking, "What do I do now?" I don't know how to not be in love with him and that's so weird. It's like... I don't even know how to descrive it. Because I'm not talking about being afraid of not being able to let him go now. I think I'm talking about being afraid of letting him go, even though he's already gone and we're gone and... I don't know. I am thinking or hypothesizing that, even when We were horrible, at least it was something. I knew what I wanted, who I needed, where I stood. Now, I guess I have no idea what I am about to become and that scares the shit out of me.
Or something.
I don't know exactly how to describe what the hell I'm feeling.
I have always known I would love him forever, but I'd eventually move on. And I've known for a while that I deserve better. But it hasn't meant much.
Now... it kind of does.
HAHAHAAH. I'm betting that you did NOT expect this to come flying at you when you asked me something so simple, but I guess you caught me at a time where I was thinking, and I talk too much when there's barely anything on my mind, so you can imagine how I am now... and yeah.
So.
Uhm.
I'm not even sure if any of this is exactly how I feel.
I'm still trying to figure it all out.
I know I'll end up okay. I feel okay. I just think that maybe that's what's scaring me...
Not that I'm masochistic or want to be hurt or anything.
Just...
See?
I don't know and I can't stop talking!
hahaha.
Uh.
Sorry.
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Your turn.
Need to rant or think or... anything?
Its alright.
Thats why Im here.
To hear the venting.
So lets see I think you can do better then just being okay and all but I know that your going to need time to heal so Ill leave that one be for now.
But I know what you mean.
Its terrifying to think youll always love someone when theyve left.
Or to be with someone when you know you deserve better.
But theres hope.
Ill tell you a story... Once upon a time jk.
I was in love with this boy and I mean "in love" As in no going back didnt want anybody but him. But I couldnt even be with him. It drove me nuts. But against all better judgement I still loved him. Till he left. I was beyond devistated. I felt broken, no one would love me and I would love no one after him. I would simply die without him being with me you know? So I did what any moron would do.... I waited. And I waited for about four months before I knew he wasnt ever comming back.
It took awhile but I healed, about as much as I could, and it made me a better person then who I was when I was with him.
And you know what? I now found the love of my life and we are happily madly truely deeply in love and I know this one will work out in the end.
Why you might ask?
Because I know he couldnt live 5 minutes without me, And vise versa.
Because he surprises me and wooes me every single day.
Because he never lets me forget he loves me. And that he wants to marry me and have beautiful big headed kids with me.
I wouldnt have it anyother way.
My point being love is that..... Its not if you fully heal, Because sometimes some wonds will never heal no matter how much times passes, Trust me on this one.
But it's if you have the courage and the strength to look your fear in the eye, give it the finger, and love someone again with all of your heart, No holding back, fling yourself over a cliff kinda love that the romance novels are about
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Life is much too important a thing to talk seriously about it.
You can not be brave if you have only had good things happen to you.
...I Just had no Intention of living this way.....
Probably because you don't try to say, "Hey. Shit happens. It'll work out in the end." or "Get over it. He's an idiot." or "Don't worry. He'll come to his senses." No, you tell it how it is. I WILL get over him, I DO deserve better, but it's not something I'll get over soon and probably not get over completely.
It's nice to hear the things I think told to me by someone else.
Hahah. Thanks. :]
And.
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I'm soveryextremelysupercalifragilisticexpia lidociously happy for you.
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